Still not okay.

Following on from a recent post, & despite some light relief this week I continue to feel lower than I’ve ever been. Seems a tally chart doesn’t fix everything. I mean I didn’t have a shower yesterday soooo I guess that could be the culprit. Thought I could get away with having two today, didn’t…

We are not okay.

I’m not okay. You are not okay. We are not okay. None of us are okay. This time in history is like no other & we are ALL affected in a myriad of ways. However one thing is for certain; if you haven’t been massively awoken by the Black Lives Matter Movement then you might…

Breakdown: Day 54 – 86

Hey. Its been awhile crocodile since I last posted. Things are pretty crazy right now. The world is up in arms protesting globally for racial equality whilst we watch a race war unfold in America as a brutal police force, backed by military, authorised by their despicable president Donald Trump, disperse peaceful protest, antagonize &…

(Some) men are disgusting: Day 48-53

WARNING THIS POST CONTAINS EXPLICIT MATERIAL THAT SOME READERS, MYSELF INCLUDED, MIGHT FIND OFFENSIVE. Day 48 of self isolation & it’s getting a bit old. Plus I’ve had an itchy ear (I know, what a weird symptom) for 3 or 4 days now & it kept me up most of the previous night. Somethings got…

Binned date: Day 42-47

Despite posting a lot of late, I am still outrageously behind on this diary so rest assured I am hanging my unwashed head in shame. BUT the good news is I’ve been busy with good shiz, happy shiz, even PROUD shiz. It’s exciting so I’ll whizz through the practicalities of the week then I’ll hit…

Tedium: Day 37-41

The sun is ablaze once more & I tuck into some Tesco goodies on the balcony of dreams. My birthday has reawakened some long dormant junk food cravings so its pizza & rocky road for breakfast. I also might be comfort eating as a result of a heinous act the night before when I was…

Mr Virtuals: Day 35 – 36

Something weird has happened. I appear to be getting used to the situation. What is usually a big manic event has now turned banal as this weeks big shop fails to ignite hysteria. I am shocked & appalled. Whilst its nice to be mania free I do not want to become de-sensitized to the situation….